CIII
Le Crepescule Du Soir
A cheese sandwich was calling me from across the boulevards, but when I climbed through the backyards to speak with it
It had gone. O how I had wanted it for my very own.
Here, in the front of my pants, I had devised a pocket for it
So I might press it to my vulva as I chastised our train’s porter. An absence of ambition
Must not hang tight on the curves of the rails, it must not
Call me at four in the morning and replay for me over the phone
The sound of the bell tower tolling and bats breaking their noses at four a.m. Do not
Call me with your hamburger orders, demands for french fries and crab cakes
To come flowing out of the empty horn of Dexter Gordon. Not 2 in the afternoon,
Not four in the afternoon. Not 8:10. A cheese
Sandwich was calling to me across the wen of her breast, and though preoccupied,
I made time for it, and this is how
I’ve come to land in the gutter. I thought my Italian shoes would ever spare me from the paradigm
Of losing my shirt and camels in an alleyway of the underworld. You knew
A love song once. Once you knew several
Love songs. Now you know none. As fiercely as the public
And the law makers pounded their fists into your back
You never let them leak again from your mouth or anus. Did you hear
The cheese sandwich S., howling to you above the air raid sirens of San Diego?
Did you hear the siren pressed up against the bread, her ass more comfortable
Than any wicker chair? Her voice and teeth astound the earth
With flowers. From the Kremlin
A cheese sandwich was singing to me, and so I directed the driver of my cessna
To veer in that direction. When I arose
From the wreckage in a field of Vessuvian greenery, I knew the dues I’d
Found in the hollow of his tin drum were only passing fancy. A word with you
If I may. You’ve read, I presume, Rudyard Kipling’s The Jungle Book. In the hospital
I came across a prostitute who is crushing that book between her legs. A small boy
Lit a candle by his window so the song would find it’s way home to him. She
Bites down on the snake, and we both
Know that that’s no good. My vulva
Does not approve. A young boy falls asleep with his hand against the windowsill. An elephant
In his dream is doing somersaults in Washington Square Park. You told me
I should not expect you for tea, but there you were, with the cheese sandwich in your hand. The calendar
Since has broken, my watch spits out its batteries. Across the dales I could hear the terror in her voice. O cheese sandwich
That cries out in the night, I hear your dismay
And I am coming to rescue you at last!